2005 hasn't been a good year for everyone..

...evident from the ang pows amount~!! it's almost HALVED!

thank god for having a company with good benefits - it's now comparable.

hehe.

a matter of choice

half-filled /half-empty

accept / wallow in self-pity

grow up /forever cry in the comfort of close ones

bitch /just do it

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growing up aint easy;
learning it the hard way
but am still not yet one.

ambitious,
yet without the capacity to do so.
arrogant,
yet without the achievements to shout about.

yes, i'm still learning;
every single day

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再一次擁有 - 龔詩嘉

我想念去年的冬天 下著雪的那一夜
你給的溫柔 緊握的雙手 溫暖整個寒冬

失去了曾經的擁有 在你離開以後
帶走了笑容只留下寂寞 忘了幸福是什麼

沒有你的夜特別的漆黑 只能閉上雙眼去感覺
沒有我的夜誰在你身邊 代替了那個從前

能不能再聽一次你說愛我 回到還在你懷裡的時候
能不能讓我再一次擁有 曾屬於我的溫柔

wish things were simplier

a new year, a new start to many things.

cny's here soon. yet i havent done my bit for springcleaning. there's ALOT that i need to clear and i only have 12hrs left.

Staring at the computer screen every minute is the new-high. or not.

work
current one is starting to involve me in many new projects suddenly, after a really lousy and boring 3 months spent there. someone told me this meant that they like me enough (err.. well....no comment)

getting along better with the younger bunch of colleagues there, yet things are taking a turn. derrace (freelance art dir) last day was thursday. left work at 9pm, too late for choir so went dinner with minah, kailing, derrace & ed at 211 cafe, a roof terrace cafe above Holland V cold storage. The choice of location made me jump for a sec initially as i definitely wasnt ready to step into HV. worse, we went Breko after that when adeline came over. bad location. bad bad location.

zhu-nom-zai-xin
Thanks to zhu & nom who got me Issey Miyake's L'eau D'issey (however you pronounce it) for my bd! i love the light floral fragrance, been using it everyday! thank you~! :)

brought the girls to pinkparlour for a girly treat tt day as i had free vouchers. wat a coincidence, i met a colleague there (from Creative but din know her before this). and to add to the fun, a very loud gossipy tai-tai popped by, and started telling everyone at the parlour about her tai-tai life (and her fat son. who tagged along too). and guess wat? she tot i was from SMU! -_-"' is that a compliment or wat.

2006
everyday is a struggle for the past few days, esp yesterday when i was home all day since my company was closed for CNY. working is definitely better, as i would be so busy my thoughts cant wander off too often.

i just wish things were simplier.

starting from square 1

well well well

a new blog. a new year. a new beginning.