i know i'm not gonna make it in this industry. i just know it.
I hate pleasing people cos i need their help. it's just too unnatural. I please people becos i like them naturally. not becos i think i'll need their help next time. but that's what people do. particularly so in this industry.
sigh. yes yes yes, everywhere u go is the same. but what can be worse - get stuck in a place u know u'll loathe more & more or continue to be in a lousy place and get moulded into a person you originally loathe?
now i know i'm more obstinate & opininated that i'd thought. To think that i used to believe i was the "young, impressionable & easily-influenced" girl with a lack of self-opinion.
I guess being in the workforce builds character and brings out the real personality in yourself. You stumble, you hit rocks, you learn. You say stupid stuff, you do stupid mistakes, you learn. You get mocked at, get despised at, you learn.
Some people are just so good at this - they just naturally know what to do at every point in their lives. I need to get myself scalded before knowing what is wrong.
blah. what a lousy week to begin with.
~yoda~
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