a wonder too many

sometimes you wonder why you are even upset over friends who judge you.

then you know why.

cos u treat them more like close friends than they do to u.

sometimes you wonder why people pay lip-service.

then you know why.

cos they really dun really care; lip-service? how convenient it is!

sometimes you wonder whether people around you really bothered & cared.

then you know.

they don't give a shit about people they already have a fixed impression of. Com'on, you're just juicy news to them!

sometimes you wonder,

and wonder,

and wonder,

but arrive at no answer.

you know you're on your own.

Everyone leeches on someone else to elevate that good feeling you get for yourself.

Well, what can you expect? sincere people? oh maybe. there are just that few ones. Those you don't really care about but are the ones who really care about you. How ironic eh? ahhh life's an irony on its own.

Isn't it? =)