i cant sleep.

i cant sleep.

oh, btw i cut my hair. short.

i still cant sleep.

i'm doing research for my other Account Director.

i'm not sleeping.

i think i'll play sudoku.

cos i just cant sleep!!



i cant do this alone, i need more support than that. :(

you know something is wrong...

...when u start having difficulty breathing

and are always grouchy...

and pimples start popping...

and you eye pretty girls with that sour look on your face...

and you spend 30 mins just finding the correct combination of clothes (and nothing looks right)...

...and you step on the scale and find yourself THREE BLOODY KG HEAVIER!!!

*CRIES*

WHY ME?!!

simplicity

i realise if i stare at "epitome of a complex thinker" for too long, i get a headache from thinking i'm so "complex".

it's very stressful.

thus i've changed my blog title to "simple does it"!

:)

DID

not Direct Inward Dialling but Dissociative Identity Disorder.

Thanks to a Hong Kong drama series that i'm currently watching, i'm now "in-touch with the pyschological world".

Many a times i'll wonder if i'm suffering the same pyschological problems like people in the drama.

Dissociative Identity Disorder described in simple terms refers to a person experiencing multiple personalities without knowing it.

Meaning, let's say you're called "Ms Tame". In the afternoon you might become "Ms Chatty" and at night you'll turn to "Ms Wild".

With "Ms Tame" being the main personality and "Ms Chatty" and "Ms Wild" being the sub-personalities, you'll find yourself not being able to remember your afternoons and nights, for example.

Why does such pyschological disorder occur?

It's usually due to the over-suppressing of emotions. (that's what the tv says)

Let's say u're usually a chatty person. Then you meet with a life-changing experience that made you quiet most of the time. But being chatty has always been a part of you. So, during times when you're unaware, Chatty comes up, often quite the extreme version.

That makes me think - since i'm having cold war inhouse, i'm suppressing my emotions quite a bit cos i'm the only outcast in the house. would i get DID too?

but more often than not, things happen due to the self-fulfilling prophecy too.

see. sometimes tv can be educational too.

retarded image uploading

is there a faster way to add an image to my blog? all this "clickbrowse-centralisedthis-clickdone" PER IMAGE is driving me nuts. i need something that lets me easily and freely position things around my blog. EASY - the key is E-A-S-Y. Arent there better ways around things? I'm sure i'm not the only one complaining.

*grumbles*

p/s: i'm very much aware of my current pms mood. BLAH~

life.explained.

If life can be explained in 7 stages, then i would only have reached Stage 2.

Stage 1:

Stage 2:

Stage 3:

Stage 4:

Stage 5:

Stage 6:

Stage 7: